Here beginneth my journal, this Thursday,
the 25th day of June, Anno Domini 1818. This
morning we arose at 4, and set off in a Scotch
mist; put up once under a tree, and in fine,
have walked wet and dry to this place, called
in the vulgar tongue Endmoor, 17 miles; we
have not been incommoded by our knapsacks;
they serve capitally, and we shall go on
very well.
June 26 — I merely put pro forma,
for there is no such thing as time and space,
which by the way came forcibly upon me on
seeing for the first hour the lake and mountains
of Winander.
>> note 1 I
cannot describe them — they surpass
my expectation: beautiful water; shores
and islands green to the marge; mountains
all round up to the clouds. We set out
from Endmoor this morning, breakfasted
at Kendal with a soldier who had been in
all the wars for the last seventeen years — then
we have walked to Bowness to dinner (said
Bowness situated on the lake where we have
just dined), and I am writing this at present.
I took an oar to one of the islands to
take up some trout for dinner, which they
keep in porous boxes. I enquired of the
waiter for Wordsworth. He said he knew
him, and that he had been here a few days
ago, canvassing for the Lowthers. What
think you of that — Wordsworth versus
Brougham!!
>> note 2 Sad — sad — sad — and
yet the family has been his friend always. What can we say? We are now about
seven miles from Rydal, and expect to see him tomorrow. You shall hear all
about our visit.
There are many disfigurements to this lake — not
in the way of land or water. No, the two
views we have had of it are of the most noble
tenderness. They can never fade away; they
make one forget the divisions of life — age,
youth, poverty, and riches — and refine
one's sensual vision into a sort of north
star which can never cease to be open-lidded
and steadfast over the wonders of the great
Power. The disfigurement I mean is the miasma
of London. I do suppose it contaminated with
bucks and soldiers, and women of fashion — and
hat-band ignorance. The border inhabitants
are quite out of keeping with the romance
about them, from a continual intercourse
with London rank and fashion. But why should
I grumble? They let me have a prime glass
of soda water. O they are as good as their
neighbours. But Lord Wordsworth, instead
of being in retirement, has himself and his
house full in the thick of fashionable visitors
quite convenient to be pointed at all the
summer long. When we had gone about half
this morning, we began to get among the hills
and to see the mountains grow up before us;
the other half brought us to Winandermere,
14 miles to dinner. The weather is capital
for the views, but is now rather misty, and
we are in doubt whether to walk to Ambleside
to tea — it is five miles along the
borders of the lake. Loughrigg will swell
up before us all the way. I have an amazing
partiality for mountains in the clouds. There
is nothing in Devon like this, and Brown
says there is nothing in Wales to be compared
to it. I must tell you, that in going through
Cheshire and Lancashire, I saw the Welsh
mountains at a distance. We have passed the
two castles, Lancaster and Kendal.
27th — We
walked here to Ambleside yesterday along
the border of Winandermere, all beautiful
with wooded shores and islands. Our road
was a winding lane, wooded on each side,
and green overhead, full of foxgloves — every
now and then a glimpse of the lake, and all
the while Kirkstone and other large hills
nestled together in a sort of grey black
mist. Ambleside is at the northern extremity
of the lake. We arose this morning at six,
because we call it a day of rest, having
to call on Wordsworth, who lives only two
miles hence. Before breakfast we went to
see the Ambleside waterfall. The morning
beautiful — the walk easy among the
hills. We, I may say fortunately, missed
the direct path, and after wandering a little,
found it out by the noise; for, mark you,
it is buried in trees, in the bottom of the
valley. The stream itself is interesting
throughout with "mazy error over pendant
shades."
>> note 3 Milton
meant a smooth river — this is buffeting all the way on a rocky bed
ever various — but the waterfall itself, which I came suddenly upon,
gave me a pleasant twinge. First we stood a little below the head about halfway
down the first fall, buried deep in trees, and saw it streaming down two
more descents to the depth of near fifty feet. Then we went on a jut of rock
nearly level with the second fall-head, where the first fall was above us,
and the third below our feet still. At the same time we saw that the water
was divided by a sort of cataract island on whose other side burst out a
glorious stream — then the thunder and the freshness. At the same time
the different falls have as different characters; the first darting down
the slate rock like an arrow; the second spreading out like a fan; the third
dashed into a mist — and the one on the other side of the rock a sort
of mixture of all these. We afterwards moved away a space, and saw nearly
the whole more mild, streaming silverly through the trees. What astonishes
me more than anything is the tone, the coloring, the slate, the stone, the
moss, the rockweed; or, if I may so say, the intellect, the countenance of
such places. The space, the magnitude of mountains and waterfalls are well
imagined before one sees them; but this countenance or intellectual tone
must surpass every imagination and defy any remembrance. I shall learn poetry
here and shall henceforth write, more than ever, for the abstract endeavour
of being able to add a mite to that mass of beauty which is harvested from
these grand materials, by the finest spirits, and put into ethereal existence
for the relish of one's fellows. I cannot think with Hazlitt that these
scenes make man appear little.
>> note 4 I
never forgot my stature so completely; I live in the eye, and my imagination,
surpassed, is at rest. We shall see another waterfall near Rydal, to which
we shall proceed after having put these letters in the post office. I long
to be at Carlisle, as I expect there a letter from George
>> note 5 and
one from you. Let any of my friends see my letters. They may not be interested
in descriptions — descriptions are bad at all times; I did not intend
to give you any, but how can I help it? I am anxious you should taste a little
of our pleasure; it may not be an unpleasant thing, as you have not the fatigue.
I am well in health. Direct henceforth to Portpatrick till the 12th July.
Content that probably three or four pairs of eyes whose owners I am rather
partial to will run over these lines, I remain, and moreover that I am,
Your affectionate brother
John